Hello everyone!

Been kind of busy recently and havent posted on here since about July!

I kind of forgot what it is to be me during the time since then, forgot my Paganism and lost my spirit somewhat.

Things are back on track now though, i have a job interview coming up for a Promotion which i think i will go for , not sure at the moment!

It will mean being split hours wise between two units and facilitating the opening and running of one of them , and as a senior support worker at both.

I have fallen out of and then back in to loving my job , in a nutshell i am a support worker at a charity that supports people with mental health issues to not be homeless, i use a fairly holistic approach to my work , seeing the person as a whole , as a fellow human being, as i am.

I once was homeless with a drug issue and worsening depression which lead to a climax of trying to walk into a lake to end it, i was found by a guardian Angel , my Mum , who somehow knew i was in pain and found me when she saw i was missing from home at 5am!

I am unable to tell my mum , what it means to me that she saved me from myself, i think she knows, as she sees that i am happy at work, giving back into humanity , for what she did for me.

I am crying now , not for any sad reason but out of happiness that things have turned out the way that they have and i never thought they would, all i have done tonight is to sit here and tap away , not even knowing what i am typing , its just flowing out and for some reason i want people to know that i am truly Happy with things, i want to shout it loud , but i do that subtly through my work.

I have a trip to the States planned for April next year, going to fly into NY and then see as much of the states as is possible on the way down to Atlanta before flying back to NY then back home to the U.K.

Been awhile since i have been in the States and i miss it , last time i was there was the official opening of the building work for the Freedom Tower in NY.

Hello people , yet again been a while since i have posted on here , although this time i have a good reason.

I have just got back from Berlin , it was absolutely brilliant as i soooo needed a holiday.

Just catching up on blogs on here and emails from friends,

Anyway , going to catch up on reading some more blogs and messages that i have collected.

Dag

Its been a while since i posted on here , but i have been enjoying reading peoples blogs on here , despite my lack of posting and replying to broadcasts.

Main thing is that i have quit smoking , something that i have struggled with doing sooo many times in the last 9 years , ive tried all the different patches and therapies and they didnt work for me.

Funnily enough i am now finding it surprisingly easy to do without any therapies,  i am not noticing any major cravings for cigs , extra food, i guess for me it really is the right time now , in that i feel that i am approaching the task of stopping in a more balanced nature than before.

Even though it has only been 5 days , food tastes better and i am finding my swimming and weight training easier to do.

Anyway enough about smoking, hopefully that chapter is over , heres looking to the future!

I have two weeks annual leave from work that i am currently enjoying by spending extra time with my family and pets, and enjoying good quality 'me' time in order to recharge my batteries and clarify direction.

Blessed be.

1. I used to be Homeless, which was not a bad thing as i now support people through this for a living.

2. One of my uncles is in a very well known band.

3. I speak German.

4. I am allergic to Radishes.

5.The next one isnt great! - Three close members of my family have passed away from Cancer , and i have to go for tests after something the Dentist is worried about. - Havent told many people yet , only a close friend, im staying positive!